the_zackman | Whoo!

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Whoo!

That was some party! I'm surprised so many of you guys showed up! It was awesome. We have to do it again sometime. ♥

I see we got some new people, sorry you missed it. D: We'll make it up to you somehow. Maybe with cake.

And Roxas, man, are you feeling okay? I've got a few hangover remedies if you need it.

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I just want to see her again. Just once. She made me feel so warm and happy...

. . . She is pretty good at that, yeah. She says she's thinking of joining, you might get to see her soon.

That would be good. That would be more than good. But... but... she makes me want to cry.

What? Why?

Because she's so beautiful. Because she makes me feel so happy. Because she gives her love unconditionally. Because she cares.

Oh. Well.

I guess that's why we all love her.

. . .

~~Do y--~~

~~...do I what?~~

~~. . . Do you know why Seph had to kill her? I mean.~~

Never mind.

Because she was praying for Holy, I think. And like me, he got bored and she'd irritated him, and you know how I deal with stress. But you know what, I'll never be able to forgive him for what he did to Sister.

So... yeah. Never mind.

Good.

. . . We're all really fucked up, aren't we?

Well, according to you, we're both dead, which is always a good start.

That was your own fault. Or Seph's. Dammit, I don't know why I try any more.

I'm still not going to forgive you for what you tried to do to Cloud.

Since when was it my fault for dying? Did you totally fail to notice Cloud murdering Sephiroth?

What? Try and kill him, you mean? Yeah, because he so would have been cool about me wandering around and playing havoc with Gaia if I'd just left him alone.

Did you completely miss the part where you were trying to resurrect Sephiroth?

Like anyone would have been cool with you trying to destroy the majority of the Planet's population.

Of course I was trying to bring Sephiroth back! That's the reason I exist in the first place! I may only be a few years old, but I'm not stupid! I'm just saying Cloud is the one who killed us, that's all.

...I was perfectly cool with it.

Because you were trying to kill him!

I'm pretty sure you and your brothers were the only ones.

That still doesn't mean that getting killed was my fault! I mean, that's like saying it was your fault for dying because you got in the way of the bullets.

ShinRa had already done a pretty good job of fucking the place up, we were just going to finish the job.

The soldiers who were trying to kill me weren't doing it out of self defense.

ShinRa was trying to turn it around. Rufus doesn't want to die with everyone else.

Oh, I'm sorry! I was under the impression that joining an organisation like SOLDIER or AVALANCHE meant you should expect to have to fight!

They knew what they were getting into when they started messing around with Mother. If they weren't prepared to accept the consequences, they shouldn't have been involved in the first place. As for that irritating son-of-a-bitch, he's always saying he's trying to change things for the better, but I'd be amazed if he can even think with any organ other than that limp little prick of his.

Not against your own faction. Especially not when you're being hunted down like a dog.

At least he's trying, which is more than you ever did.

Only like a dog? You are a dog. You're one of those annoying mongrels that needs to be put down.

Oh, you did NOT just say that. Have you any idea what I've been going through these past few weeks?

I was trying to save Cloud's life.

Asking for advice on bloodstains?

Yes, asking for advice on bloodstains! Rufus put me in a foul mood when he spouted all that crap about Mother being dead, so I went to the Northern Cave to see if I could find anything but I couldn't. Then when I was coming home I got all lonely and I was angry and upset so I went to the Healin Lodge and I just had to paint the place red because it made me feel so much better, but then I went and got blood all over my leather, and it won't come off. And now it looks like Rufus is right and Mother is dead and my Brothers have gone but I'm still here, and Sister won't talk to me yet, and... and...

*sobs*

. . .

Huh. I should have known better than expect you to take even a vague interest in how I feel.

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